I don’t know
I exist or no.
All my senses turned into white ash.
Many years ago
I refused this show,
Threw away my passions like unneeded trash.
I smashed up all mirrors,
I killed viewers and hearers,
I put my gun under my head instead of cozy pillows.
I don’t know
I’m alive or no.
All my cells encrusted with sediment and rust.
I didn’t mark a foe,
I didn’t forecast a blow.
And now I disremembered about the notion of ‘trust’.
I smashed up all mirrors,
I killed viewers and hearers,
I put my gun under my head instead of cozy pillows.
…When I inhale this purple mist
Dead senses start to dance a twist
And I’m ready to stop my run
And hide my gun.
But zombies here. I hear a snigger.
I must exhale. And pull the trigger…
by TETIANA ALEKSINA
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