I was afraid of dogs in my childhood, was afraid up to tantrums, up to fainting. And one day my father brought home a huge dog. It was an alabai. My father said that we should become friends with this dog. It would help me to get rid of my fear. And he handed a leash to me. I do not know from where my father borrowed this dog. But they were both calm…
We were walking side by side. I and my great fear. I was not breathing. An attempt to escape would have been equal to suicide, so I preferred this way. Yes, I was little and silly then. I was not able to make another decision…
I stumbled after few meters. I lost my flip flops and hurt my foot. I was lying on the road and not even crying… I was waiting for my death. And it jumped on me like a huge alabai.
Its tongue was cold and its breathing was hot. And my naked legs were absolutely defenseless… Cold and heat were drawing wide, wet stripes on my feet. Every stripe brought fear. Every stripe was bringing pleasure. And fear. A fear that precisely this stripe would be the last. The last one before pain. And it lasted indefinitely… I guess that was my first erotic experience.
I am not afraid of dogs now. But since then I wear shoes with laces. Always. Because I cannot lose them until a time I no longer want this.
by TETIANA ALEKSINA
© All rights reserved 2014
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That is a rather powerful experience. Canines can be the best teachers. Provide them with a basic daily meal and water, and they will love you boundlessly. https://whatismyspiritanimal.com/spirit-totem-power-animal-meanings/mammals/dog-symbolism-meaning/
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Absolutely agree on this point. There is much we can learn from our little fur friends! 🙂
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Have you seen Dogs Decoded? http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova/nature/dogs-decoded.html https://vimeo.com/19472436
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I have actually. It’s pretty illuminating, don’t you think? 😀
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One of my favorite Nova episodes, maybe favorite thing I have seen on TV. Once again, we are on the same page!
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Oh fuck yes!
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Certainly makes me fan my face, that’s for sure!
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I never would have thought of that as being an erotic experience. This is excellent, Un. 😀
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LOL!
Let me remind you something 😉
http://crumblecult.com/2014/07/28/while-you-were-sleeping/
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LOL! Oh yes, I stand corrected! 😛
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