I often wonder…
We waste dozens of words where
Haiku is enough
by TETIANA ALEKSINA
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I often wonder…
We waste dozens of words where
Haiku is enough
by TETIANA ALEKSINA
© All rights reserved 2015
A road… just two edges and infinity between them. To step on the edge. To diverge from the road. To live, as if you’re immortal, is one edge. To live, as if your death is inevitable, is the other edge.
Edges aren’t the road.
Let yourself be immortal. Walking on the edge. Stepping over the edge. Forget miserable time. Look at yourself without the world. Your every step, your every gesture, your every thought… immortality.
Edges aren’t the road.
Let yourself be mortal. Walking on the edge. Stepping over the edge. Take your final step. Look at the world without you. Without your every step, without your every gesture, without your every thought… mortality.
Edges aren’t the road.
You don’t like edges. They’re dangerous. But if you deny edges… you deny the road. You learnt immortality. You learnt mortality.
You learnt… edges aren’t the road.
A road… just two edges and infinity between them. You go ahead. Infinity is under your feet. You took your road.
A courageous alive creature.
by TETIANA ALEKSINA
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My cold-blooded and weeping heart
pressed against my chest, hard
Feelings intertwined with quilt
An empty glass never filled
Lose me once and I’ll never return
I need you for longer than now
It looks like I’m not the only one that still has to learn.
vaguely I remember her
A face beautiful, like her
personality
her attractive individuality.
She sat alone on the stairs of the church closed down
For no one believed in God
Everyone had their reasons she tought.
But she knew she was lying
and I walked by
Offered her the comfort of my warm home
I told her not to be scared
I told her that she didn’t have to be alone
and I offered her some tea
“with sugar” she pleased
I smiled and poured it in
The start of a beautiful sin.
And we did not kiss
and we did not touch
we just talked the night away
let our problems astray
Then she left me
and never returned
bound to find her
but i had learned
I was alone
sitting on the stairs of the closed down church
Something hard hit my back
It was the door
opened
by a woman in that crack
It was her
Tea with sugar?
she asked.
by POETIC DEPRESSION
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Sorry,
just sorry,
for all the confusion I have caused,
for the dilemmas I have brought to you,
and for all the nerves that I have cost.
Mama I am sorry, oh,
for all the weirdness I let through,
for the choices that I poorly chose,
and for all the crazy things that only I would do.
I am sorry everyone,
for all the questions I have asked,
for every time you thought I misbehaved,
or all those playground days you picked me last,
guess I just didn’t pay attention,
or even fell asleep in class during ‘Normal 101’.
I’m sorry world,
for living life the way to make it fun,
for expressing my own happiness,
and all in all for being a piece of work,
that will always stay undone!
Now the one thing I am truly sorry for,
is for the sadness I’ll leave behind,
if my eyes and thoughts should decide one day,
that now it’s time to go blind.
But honey don’t you worry child,
I’ll try to leave this world alive,
and even if I don’t make it dear,
at least I’ve lived a happy life,
although I failed and I just made it halfway through,
you can still tell them my stories,
and let them know about all the crazy things only I would do,
know every time you tell them I’ll be sitting here,
enjoying all my memories with a happy smile,
because it was quite a ride!
I’ll see you in a while!
by PROSPERMIND
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Carrot-sun, sky-stick —
Change, chased to the horizon,
every eve, escapes…
Last night I dreamed I
shaved my head to symbolize
this loss of progress
“Life is a rat race —
crawled bald, cradle to the grave”,
Wise Solomon says
Simple Simons say,
“Happiness is denying
cold reality”
I’m caught in between
dying in light of the truth,
accepting my lot
Living a half-life
in darkness of denial
of what I can see
I want to believe
things are better then they seem,
living lucid dreams…
I want to believe
my future’s not this fragile,
living denial…
I want to believe
where there’s a will, there’s a way,
living life, not lies…
I want to believe
when I die, life was worthwhile,
winning the rat race…
Søren Kierkegaard,
Christian Devil’s Advocate,
just like me, has said
“Life can only be
understood backwards; but it
must be lived forwards”
I want to believe
and read backwards “dog was star”,
living “rats saw god”…
by RY HAKARI
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